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I don't know what to do.  I'm so lonely, but I'm also so hurt from what Aaron did.  I know that he has changed and he is sorry, but I still got hurt, and my heart won't let me forget it.  I want to so bad.  I do love Aaron, but I don't know if I can ever feel the way I used to for him, but I also don't want him out of my life.  Maybe I just want to be friends?  Maybe I just want him for security, because I don't have anybody else?  Maybe I really love him?  Why don't I know?  Why can't I figure this out?  I have never been confused like this before, and I don't know what to do.  I've been praying and praying about this.  I don't know why I have to go through this and some people just get love right away.  It's not fair!  I want it soooo bad!  I want a family sooo bad!  I don't want to be alone.  I guess I'm just not being patient.  I guess I'm just going to have to go in faith forward.  But why can't he just send me somebody?  Do I not deserve somebody?  Have I not been good enough?  What is he waiting for?!  I really want to have a man who loves me.
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